i hate her !

yea..i hate her.

i`m trying so hard to let myself do not hate her.
but i failed .
since she always did somthing really childish to make everyone angry about it.

I dont know what is the point she makes alot of trouble to suffer us.
i hate her when she shout out all the bad words ,argue and fight
with my dad.

she have been be my step-mom for 10 years.
yea,10years anniversary.
shold i be happy and celebrate it ?

Before she married with  dad:
-she plays with me
-share jokes with me
-bought alot of clothes for me
-a hello kitty gift for me
-make a birthday party for me
       * ANGEL*

After she married with dad:
-everything `NO`
-show her emo face to us
-care my little sister more than us
-control my dad do anythings.(include our pocket money,present)
-always argue + kisiao to my dad.
-didn`t respect family members
                *DEVIL*

Seriously ,i though i can be friends with her and she will care me as her own daughter (last time)
she is the Queen of our family,she controlling everything.
everyone must respect her like hell .
i just want to ask why shold we MUST do this?
because of don`t want she being annoying ?so we just shut our mouth let her Solo?


NOW.
my sister is going to stay with me since she decide to study in Sunway University College .
i`m so exciting about this because finally we can stay in the same house ,using same bed,same toilet or else.
i am so happy about this.
this is the dreams that i desire for a long time.

BUT.
my stepmom says if my sister wanna buy a laptop ,my mum should buy it for her.
she said as a mother,my mom doens`t show her responsibility to us.[i dont think she is a great mother for her son and daughters ]
everything also my dad spend for us.
the college school fees she also fight for few days ..


I dunno what shold i do ..
this is my complicated family that God gave me.
i have to accept it
=x